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It's been a while.

I dunno what's going on with me. I've not been doing well. I'm grateful for everything I have, but I don't like my life. I don't have any motivation. I'm enjoying very little.

I've receded into myself, and I'm focusing on just taking care of myself for now. I'm trying to get okay with just exiting. Once I feel like I can do that, I'll try to be ambitious again.